Be Alive

When u sitting alone, watching sumthing sweet and warm, [im not talking about cake and cookies] from a movies or something, do u ever wonder, deep inside ur heart, there something missing, something that u want the most. Something that u hope one day, it will be true.

Aku alami skali lagi perasaan tu, perasaan dimana ak ingin "hidup" dgn cara ak sndiri. Aku mimpikan sesuatu, dan ak hidup kerana apa yang ak impikan.

Life can be so suffocating and hard, but there's something inside it that i treasure most. The past, the present and the future. And every moment, i pray it'll become true, all my dream, all im treasured, will become mine.

I'ts just another 2 year, then i can have my life. I want to be loved, i want to be happy, i want to be alive. And i want to share my dream with my loves one. There no more 4, just 3 most important in my life, family, best friend and "her", my future.

I pray for the time when i can read this entry back, smile n said "i done it"

*2 years is just a number, sooner or later, it will end.